The reason my heart beats

Hey Caden, I need to tell you that everything that you love will sooner or later go away. I want you to know that it's okay to cry. 

You need to get your shit together and stop ignoring me.

I need you to eat healthier, because hey McDonald's is my least favorite thing ever to exist.

I need you to let me speak for you sometimes.

No offense but you sometimes sound dumb.

I know you ignore me and we haven't had the smoothest of times

But i sill love you and always will.

-chester's heart

shoes

                                                                      booty

fEaRS

I fear spiders mostly.
I fear my mom saying i don't love you.
I fear my mothers cry.
I fear the sound of a slamming door.
I fear the reason the door is being slammed.
I fear tilting.
I fear the last day with my dog. The last time i get to see her tail wag. The last time i get to tell her i love her.
I fear upsetting Nelson.

from paper to skin

the babe

from paper

                                                                               to

                                                                               skin
                     


 - Caden

Instructions

5 steps to not be an ass

1. Be real (be you)
2. Don't be cliche ( #ichoosetostay)
3. Don't be "cool" (ya' know what i mean)
4. Don't judge (everyone does it.... So i guess we are all asses)
5. Smile :)

Bricks

100 uses for a brick:

a friend
a pet
a shoulder to cry on
to kill someone
to sink something in a body of water O.o
to break a window
to break a heart
to win a fight
to break a pipe
a paper weight
a blanket
to build a home
flag
headphones
a trophy
roller blades
puzzle piece
a hat
a seat
remote control to other peoples children
loofah
undestructable lego
kitten compactor
food
fly swatter
hot tub for your g,i joes (thanks Nelson)
to build a chimney
a coaster
to build another brick
to break a brick
to break a wall
a canvas
art
a gift
vandalism
build a mailbox
siding on a house
master key for any vehicle
to break a nose
to break a face
to break a relationship
hunting
an anchor
self defense
stepping stone
a step to reach a little higher
to mark the spot where treasure is buried
to save a baby from a burning down building (break the window)
empty your mind
melee weapon
flower pots
landscaping
barbecues
smokehouses
outhouses
shelving
outdoor bar
to pave a street or path
to knock something out
candle holder
brim of a hat
a car
pillow
popsicle
to pick a lock
a jack to hold your car while you change a tire
a very bumpy tire
to break a tooth
to make a loud sound
shade
to stuff a bra
a balloon
media player
to check if someone is still alive
a ladder
ant killer
car stopper
a building block to life
to look at
a baseball bat
a baseball
a scary football
seasoning for dinner
to break a computer
to send a message
to make your booty look big and cut (muscle)
to work out with
a mouse for a computer
to color
to destroy
cook it into a birthday cake
use it to go down a water slide faster
to lick
a fire pit
throw it into the street
throw it off things
play catch
to win a battle
win wars
birth control

-chester

love

Love-

Heart
Family
caring
happiness
forever
happy
butterflies
kissing
trust
romance
passion
sweet
warm
hug
cuddle
excitement
puppies
baby's
Love is a lot of things. But I definitely love my pup most of all

I will

I will never be the one that stands out
I will never be the one that bully's
I will never be what others want me to be
I will always love
I will always hate
I will always curse for no reason because why not?
I will never do what others tell me
I will always know how to treat my mother, my father, my dog
I will never hit (i'm feminist)
I will never know when the "time" is right
I will never find Mrs. right
Its not possible for her to exist with me being the way i am.
Oh well.


-chester

Human?

Am i human? Or am i just another copy of something that's been before? Am I the only me that's ever been? Or am i number 2,455,230 of the same me that's been here before, done the same things, loved and hated, and cried about the most pointless things that I "should" be smiling about. Am I the only me or are we just another blade of grass in the field of relentlessness ready to be mowed by the hard things in what we call life. I'm not exactly sure if i'm human or not. But instead of worrying and writing this stupid ass post i'm gonna go be the best that number 2,455,230 can be.


-chester

The unconditional love

                                                                                  Dogs
In my opinion the best thing in life is coming home to slobbery kisses and nothing but happy smiles from my childhood best friend. Dogs are more than just an animal you have to feed, they feed your soul with happiness and joy. They would never be unhappy to see you. No matter how you left them feeling before you went off to work or school or other activities you will never be disappointed with how they greet you with such a heart full of pure sincerity and hope. They are what complete me as a person and make want to live. 


-chester

Crayola

Being judged about what you do is a crime. That's why when your young you don't understand the concept of being judged or being looked at weird. You just do what you want because you have no worries in the world. I want to live this way again. I want to be as outgoing and spontaneous as a brand new crayola. So you can let your creative side show without the fear of being judged and criticized.


-chester

Intelligence beginning

This intro is for myself and whoever may be reading it. Its for the part of me that can't say i love you. The part of me that would rather be alone than with others, The part of me that likes dogs more than humans. This intro is for anyone who takes there time to read it. Anyone who wants to learn about the parts of me that aren't always beautiful, the parts of me that i like. The part of me that i would love to get more in depth about, but since it's an intro ill keep it to a minimum.



-chester